My Beloved Sister

 

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od, I want to ask the question. Why did you take my beloved sister? I can’t believe that! You’re gone away is very fast! She’s still young. She’s pretty. She’s lovely. She’s beautiful. And, she’s so mesmerize. She has a daughter. And, the daughter is a baby. I do love her. She has ever given me a spirit for life when I got diseases. But now, she’s gone. I thought, yesterday I’ve seen her laughed, smiled, and full of joy. And, you’ve given my beloved sister diseases. And, she was dying and lied in the hospital. She couldn’t do anything. I so sad looked my beloved sister dying. If I were her, maybe I have the power to keep survive and face the diseases she has got. And, it’s going to be alright.

“Yan, how do you do?” Are you alright? Have you eaten? Have you drunk? Have you prayed? I really miss you. Do you miss me as I miss you? “Yan, why you go away?”  Don’t you like us anymore? Oh, God! I really want to meet her again. I really miss the way she laugh, angry, up set, happy and I do want to hug her very huge. If there is the way to meet her again. Where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me.  She’s peace in heaven with her father now. He’s my father too. So, I got to be good. So, I can see my baby when I leave this world.

Oh, God…, I lost someone who I do love anymore. She’s so gorgeous. When you’re gone, the pieces of my heart I’ll be missing you. I’ve never felt this way before, everything that I do, reminds me of you. She’s my beloved sister that I ever have. Nothing’s going to change my love to her. I do love her. God, please take care about her. Thanks for everything that you ever gave to me, Yan. Thank you so much. You are a hero. My love is never died till the ends for you.