Just my imagination

              All d'people in this world have a dream and I also have a dream just like an imagination. Sometimes, I really want to fly in d'middle of d'night. To feel d'wind and reach d'stars. To feel d'freedom that I want. Flying like a bird and ignore all d'problems in my life. I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly and steady in d'cloud. Yeah, it's just a...

My Beloved Sister

 

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od, I want to ask the question. Why did you take my beloved sister? I can’t believe that! You’re gone away is very fast! She’s still young. She’s pretty. She’s lovely. She’s beautiful. And, she’s so mesmerize. She has a daughter. And, the daughter is a baby. I do love her. She has ever given me a spirit for life when I got diseases. But now, she’s gone. I thought, yesterday I’ve seen her laughed, smiled, and full of joy. And, you’ve given my beloved sister diseases. And, she was dying and lied in the hospital. She couldn’t do anything. I so sad looked my beloved sister dying. If I were her, maybe I have the power to keep survive and face the diseases she has got. And, it’s going to be alright.

“Yan, how do you do?” Are you alright? Have you eaten? Have you drunk? Have you prayed? I really miss you. Do you miss me as I miss you? “Yan, why you go away?”  Don’t you like us anymore? Oh, God! I really want to meet her again. I really miss the way she laugh, angry, up set, happy and I do want to hug her very huge. If there is the way to meet her again. Where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me.  She’s peace in heaven with her father now. He’s my father too. So, I got to be good. So, I can see my baby when I leave this world.

Oh, God…, I lost someone who I do love anymore. She’s so gorgeous. When you’re gone, the pieces of my heart I’ll be missing you. I’ve never felt this way before, everything that I do, reminds me of you. She’s my beloved sister that I ever have. Nothing’s going to change my love to her. I do love her. God, please take care about her. Thanks for everything that you ever gave to me, Yan. Thank you so much. You are a hero. My love is never died till the ends for you.

I'm so guilty

Ya Allah.. I don't know what should I do. I'm so confused. I'm so guilty! I want to cry! I want to scream! And, I feel that they don't like me! I feel so small. How could this happen to me?! I just want to out from my job because I feel so ashamed. I hope that I can be a responsible but, it can't be. I've just made a mistake!! Oh, God..! Where should I go?? Actually, I love d'children.

Apa yang harus arip lakukan?

Ya Allah,rsa-y arip kpngn pergi dr dunia ini. Maaf Tuhan jk rip brkta bgni. Rip cuma nangis, g'tau hrs gmna lg. Rip sbnr-y dah cape d dunia ni. Tp,klo ngliat mi2 arip ksian bngt. Rip nyari duit cuma wat mi2&kprluan shari-hari rip. Rip nglakuin kslhn dtmpt krja. Rip tledor g'liat jam jdwl mngjar. Rip ngrsa brslh bngt. Dlu, rip prnh dtnya ma gru tmpt kursus LIA,'Do u have any ideas?' Yep, I want to be a respnsbl teachr.'' Tp skrg impian tu hilang.

such a lonely day

I don't have any idea to write anything in this note. I want to share with someone but no one can accompany me. Huff, I don't like in this part, God! I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do anything if I can. I want to scream very loud to express my feeling. You know what, sometime I want to fade away from this world,hahahak... I'm kidding. Huff, I want to sleep but I cannot.